its almost where I want it to be.. however i'm taking a break and gonna process my dreads again for more of a lift.
here's some pics of my hair before the colour change when it was dark brown... in an updo and down:
My colour when I first created my hair extenders almost a year ago(after dreading my own hair)
august 7th, i will be on a big plane going across da big ocean to see'my' big band Skinny Puppy live...
in vienna August 8th, Prague August 9th, and the best for last Sziget festival budapest August 10th :P
i was fortunate enough to see them in toronto june 5th, montreal june 6th, then in NYC in times square on June 9th!
thats me talking to both Kevins! and holding K. Ogilvie's dog Bat-bat!
why don't you just sit on FF's lap
co-worker is online.
i thought you might want to first
waiting for you to have that chance
100% he's done the cock on the popcorn at the theatre trick
you said cock :o
oddly w. relatives
cock cock cock
big fat cock head
what why how who when
how was the romper room last night?
it was okay - forrest went upstairs at 6:30p to have a bath then went to bed -
so we had an odd evening as another family was there to see them and jen/forrest were upstairs for most of the visit
so i only saw forrest for about 1 hour
and he was tired and cranky
you should have brought him to the game
however you would have needed a spare
rubber mallot just in case
the reverse were to happen
Sent at 10:07 AM on Thursday
he was for some reason really desperate to take that tranny ticket
he's a wannabe anything
i think he's seemed a bit too curious about it
that anyone else has got going on
Sent at 10:30 AM on Thursday
there are flying sperm in this video
Sent at 10:44 AM on Thursday
arg do you still have the link
utube for the sp promo april tour?
it's on the sptravel website
Sent at 11:03 AM on Thursday
YEAH - i just ordered the new Throbbing Gristle cd - arrives in april - limited edition
Sent at 11:59 AM on Thursday
At the request of Throbbing Gristle each of the initial CD pressing will include ONE of a series of FOUR different TG Totemic Gifts
in either copper, bone, rubber and wood.The gifts are built into the 'PART TWO' CD jewel case.
The Totemic Gifts were handmade under Peter Christopherson's personal supervison in Thailand.
Each of the Totemic Gift CDs comes in an edition of 1000.
you'll love it
Sent at 12:04 PM on Thursday
Sent at 12:16 PM on Thursday
what is the problem you are having sir
i'm not getting laid as much as i used to
i'm drinking too much
i hate winter
what fuck the?
what the fuck
le fuckee fuckquois?
basically we need to know
that the request is coming from the owner
not an individual
because the organisation is full of shit
and you guys are fuckwits
this person was trying to access
so the admin contact
and if my aunt had nuts
she would be genesis porridge
it sounds kinda gray area
and his boner
give it up
they dont have david silvians cd
they wont give it to you either
they called me and i told them to forget it
Sent at 1:19 PM on Thursday
is busy smoking a big fatty
in the afterworld
he wont call you back
you clearly need to eat a mouthful of bent meat
i like that
Sent at 1:24 PM on Thursday
calm down there ramjet
my virigin ears
all this crudeness
is wearing its toll on my innocence soul
you are the least virgin of anyone here!
it means alot to hear this
from someone like yourself
motorized wheel chairs bah!
i think people who commute need to have electric rollerblades
and on the highway everyone could just hang on
with a rope
are u drunk?
its cause i'm lacking
you 've never seen me sober
Sent at 1:30 PM on Thursday
you're a phucker
like baby phat
bent meat my ass
i'm cracking myself up here
you are odd
and evan doesn't understand you
but you do~
that's the part that makes me chuckle
evan is easily squeamish
i asked him the other day if his g/f missed him
and as he thought i slid in
she misses your cock !
and he was like :O
it was funny funny ha ha
it was funny cause of my delivery
i love saying that word
from the pictures i've seen this week from new orleans, i think she's getting plenty of cock
your only young once
then you turn into co-worker
with two babies
Sent at 1:37 PM on Thursday
i am presently voiding duplicated invoices
our acurate and efficiate billing system
has done abou 400
i was hoping to do a deposit at the bank
top shelf fun - top shelf where grandma keeps the cookies!
deposit at the sperm bank - ted at it again?
he shoots blanks
you don't have to tell the sperm bank teller
did you ever look at that video link i sent you
do they have tellers?
no just rooms
do you fill out those deposit slips?
with alot of nuddy pics
do they offer fluffers?
should merge Mustang Ranches and sperm banks
two birds, one stone
good idea !
yet.........yet..........who wants the sperm of an elderly perv
i've created a blog that has only our daily posts on it
how we converse
but in a blog
after shule on Saturday, I finally took the time to pick up and listen to the new Skinny Puppy CD, Mythmaker.
review # 1
I admit, I had HUGE reservations about it, worried in fact (even putting it off), because I was worried it would sound too Ohgresque. Okay, for all you Ohgr fans, save it for later, this is about Skinny Puppy.
but I love being wrong here.... and I was in fact!
The first couple songs have me hazed reaching for the theatrical... words like 'work of art, crowning...' keep poppin into my head but at the same moment no.... wait that's not it..
oddly i was immediately connected to the dream I had, I even posted a blog about it last year in May, here is part of the dream i posted about:
"The music began and the sound was tremendous. Kevin Crompton had what must have been a master remote device allowing him to stand directly in the middle of the room yet allowing him to select the sounds of his choice with the different instruments variously placed all over this huge space. He looked like a conductor at the opera while Kevin Ogilvie meandered through the room while singing. "
Other thoughts on the Mythmaker experience:
Theatrical... (my subconscious wanting to see them live? who knows....so sue me!)
The ability to find the commonality with the unusual and finding difference in the familiarity.
Flavoured with seasonings..
echo's of old resound with a sensual abrasiveness
never lacking, ever Ogre is there observing reflecting as he feels...as he goes.. as it unfolds...
track 9 vortex rewind back 20 years.. hello crompton.. mr. key!
in all, a wonderous experience that did not disappoint. its one that you keep listening to and keep finding reason to listen again before the end.
but like in life, everyone measures at/with different levels.
buy it and enjoy it,
meat and potatos old school puppy.
that plain that simple.
share in something that you give all love and honour to? and what do you do when that person you love and commit to will never be able to share or understand that?
i never thought it would be this hard. I thought if i have enough friends to speak to about Hashem I would be fine but i've discovered that I was wrong.
The more I grow close to someone and want to share my life and love the more I realize how impossible that is.
How can this be? how did this happen? like a child i was well warned but thought I could deal with the relationship and go into that relationship with eyes open. mutual respect is easy... really.
i always hoped that he could share his love (or whatever it is) with me... cause I could never understand. wanting to know the details the reasoning ... the clouded mystery that I could never understand anyway. but my hand was stretched out there no matter how many times it was to be cut off.
he has everything, anything... filled with his needs, his space his things his life, not doing without.
and i go with nothing in order to fill his needs his space his thing his life... his gods.
Hashem has sounded the alarm, now i have to find the fire escape.. but where does/will it lead me?
I never knew how much sharing my love would mean to me and how important it would be to keep that One love alive.
here's some pics on the subject...
monkeys are swinging from the tree:
and in other news: working on new hair extensions, but this time I take a stab at real hair...
I may end up doing 'THE' dive once i finish these up.
I suspect they will make for good extenders on real dreads.... hmmmmm
more palmrolling is in order and i'm planning on dying the tops to match my roots, because of course i dye my grair hair, yes i'm that vain. :(